Creating the New Me.

OK, Dad has safely arrived here at my home.  This past week has been a lot of ups and downs. I am determined to get back to the person I used to be. My soul is begging me to move forward from where I have been.

Before learning that he was found, the above memorial was all my family had of him.  My intent is to have him placed near my mother in NJ.  Then I know I'm doing what is right.

That will help settle some of the spiritual upheaval that I have had lately.  I am seriously thinking about starting to return to church.  I'm just not sure where - I'm considering changing my worship place to where I will feel comfortable.

There is a lot more for me to sort through on this journey back to the person I want to be.  I really have a need to feel accomplished.  I am starting my exercise routines, I am trying every hard to eat clean. This next weeks goal is to eliminate as much sugar from my diet.

I did not get to this point  over night - 220 lbs. Feeling frumpy. Hurting all the time. I will push through this and get back to me. Hence, Creating the New Me.